Mind.in.a.Box - Sun and Storm

So I'm still plodding on
On a path I cannot see
So I left it all behind
For a future where I'm free

All my dreams had turned to dust
And my lust for life declined
All my hopes had gone away
Just a trace left in my mind

For my will stopped to resist
I let it take me away
For my whole world fell apart
What is left I cannot say

And everything I was has turned to pain
And everyone I knew thinks I'm to blame
And everything I was has turned to pain
And everyone I knew thinks I'm to blame
And everywhere I go I feel the same
And everytime I try I try in vain

You had come to fill the void
But you always were forlorn
You had come into my life
And you brought both sun and storm

I could never break its force
And then I was left to mourn
I never knew what went wrong
But you were both sun and storm

When you came I did not fear
But the shadow took your side
When you fell I had to stay
But I think I've also died

And everywhere I go I feel the same
And everytime I try I try in vain
And everything I was has turned to pain
And everyone I knew thinks I'm to blame
And everywhere I go I feel the same
And everytime I try I try in vain