I am in the bathroom Cowering, quivering, shaking Within my stomach begins an eruption I am surviving The bluish liquid spills forth from my mouth the toxic cleanser Tastes so fine perhaps I'll have to make another Windshield, washer, cocktail Retracing the events which lead me here To this psych ward I'm not convinced But everyone is so confident That I'm right where I belong That bitch, that cunt, that whore Did she think I'm idiot (yes, she did) That I wouldn't find out A replacement, a clone of perfection Had snuck in and took shape A snake. a fiend once friendly How could that be faked? My own flesh and blood repelled me Altered and strangled Cast me out That's when I picked up the knife I shushed her quiet then stabbed her quickly 19 times I kept my five-year-old son My precious for last The blade was slippery his sister's blood was everywhere I made quite the mess you see That's when it hit me The realization of what I've done Searching frantically I couldn't locate the apparatus To plant it straight into my heart, I began to panic Then shaking, sobbing, I discovered my liquid hold Rest eternal alongside my own The father, daughter and the son Never apart eternity all together With none to oppose I wish I were fucking dead I should be fucking dead I'm the monster I'm the beast I'm the one who killed his own But yet somehow I am still free
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